how long u can last and stand ?

doubt

sometimes i feel doubt 
about what happens to us now
about our relation 
i fear it will be a wrong decision 
i was afraid to love you,when i think about our past 
i fear happiness that we have right now 
will disappear one day 
hope ALLAH be beside me and you 
and bless our love and relationship 


**continue and continue to be patient with any trials 
   give him a change though sometimes my heart is hurt