fear

fear of tomorrow 
do im happy right now ? 
maybe NO maybe yes 
sometimes ada je benda mengarut yg masuk otak dan terfikir
"him are not the one that can make me happy" . 
no one can understand what i feel 
our relationship ? YaAllah betol ke apa aku buat 
im choosing a right man? 
Tak payah nak tanya mcm tu sangat keputusan dah buat . 
luka dulu tinggal parut , tak kan aku lupa sakit dulu 
maybe you make every effort to make me happy 
but! Sorry to say aku tak rasa bahagia itu . 
sorry aku keras kepala . ada saja yang tak kena . 
please understand aku terlalu di bayangi luka dulu
tolong aku merayu cukup sekali sakit itu , 
aku janji sebagai balasan keras kepala, baran akan lembut sikit demi sikit. promise :)
please ikhas kan hati kau , jangan ulang kenangan pahit dulu aku merayu , tolong jangan ulang . 
jangan biar perasaan aku terlampau syg , kelak susah untuk patah balik.ikhlas,aku merayu ikhlas kan hati, perasaan kau  
i will try to love you as long as you sincere love me . 
hope so. amin 

how long u can last and stand ?

doubt

sometimes i feel doubt 
about what happens to us now
about our relation 
i fear it will be a wrong decision 
i was afraid to love you,when i think about our past 
i fear happiness that we have right now 
will disappear one day 
hope ALLAH be beside me and you 
and bless our love and relationship 


**continue and continue to be patient with any trials 
   give him a change though sometimes my heart is hurt 

you and me are past memories 

leave the past memories be memories 

don't let past continued to be a story  

you can say i love you as much as you want 
say whatever you want, whenever or however you want
but if you're not going to prove that the thing you say are true 
then don't say anything at all if you can't show it 
your words don't mean anything :)

 you hurt me . you regret . you want me back . and you just expect it all will be okay ?  fuck you !!

 ** please !

i don't want to make a wrong decision 

miss this moment